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Mirrored

As I am mirrored, I see not myself

I see your smile that is not, but is

The sparkle that glistens as the reflected sun

 I see you looking not, but glancing

Stealing your moments, wanting

You beat my heart to pounding

The feel of your passion intensifies me

Holding you warm to me, but not

Alas, you are not here

Standing before my mirror am I

All that is, are reflected moments

Mirrored in my heart, my mind

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It’s Always Been

It’s always been this way that I’ve felt

Mine heart has known from the beginning

Craving the return for whence it has displayed

In silent mode singing loudly, un-dauntingly

How were you to know by the silence of my love

I have given to you from within my soul

I longingly ache for the reception to begin

Pass, the murmur of my shyness for fear

To be rejected  by the center of yore

Dismayed, I want not to be for pain

Ponder I do from time never ending

Doth your heart beat of love for me?

Of truth I would have an answer to know

So my fear of knowing not would cease

I want not my heart to beat alone

But beat entwined with your beauty

Stave I not to sway from mine feelings

Boldly quiet, my heart beats still

My Heart Did Beat

From the very beginning unbeknownst to me

My heart was cheated, my mind dashed to shreds

I knew not at all, unseen as the ghost

Your words spoken, time over time over time

My heart did beat for want of love, it did

My soul did swim in fields of dreams

It swam to the beat of love’s deceit

Dauntingly you preyed on innocence

 Stripping the heart that stood before you, over time

You cared only for you, loving only you

Taking my heart’s beat, for love, my soul

Your eyes did hide intent to bare

Unloving kindness, you beast!

I saw not over time what you were

Who you are

For my heart did beat for love

Your lies graced my being, tarnished my soul

The air about filled with your stink of deception

Time over time, you unruly beast stayed

Because my heart did beat for love

Whispers tickled, reaching deep within

My mind swirled in dreams to the beat

Deep to the beat of wanting, not knowing

Your true intent to think only of you

How I wonder, could this be so long

Time over time, in this space of time

I missed the hint as it fluttered by

Was it my choosing to do so indeed?

I am now a shell of what I am, a hollowed frame

Stripped to the core, my now mindless soul

Empty, but wanting to feel

Love’s true beat in this heart stained blue

Each beat now aches with painful beats

Echoes through a loveless soul

You have taken, never given to me

My need to feel, to know the love

My soul hungered for, years over time

You slothful beast uncaring in greed

To be who you are, to have no soul

Go away! Come to me!

For my heart wants to beat for love

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This Journey That Is Mine

As I stay the path that is mine

Before me are wonders of thought

Knowing nothing that may develop

But sure of faith in believing

Encompassed life toils the days

There to there, from place to place

Grievous moments at times sustained

Clouds above shield a cloudless sky

Questions race through spaces of time

As time grieves for naught of man

Ticking the tock by way of seconds

Wait not, moving onward and on

Doors to open, thresholds await

My beating heart pounds its beat

Fear questions the faith of belief

Faith overshadows, doubts perplexed

Crippling trials of tribulations’ bliss

Surely the journey teaches, learn I not?

If not…blame I me, not life

 Teach me, this journey that is mine

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