Romance in the clouds
Posts tagged ‘relationships’
Many people think, at the cusp of a relationship, it will be all hearts and roses.
Sure the beginning for some if not all, is just that.
Hearts aflutter, butterfly stomachs, star gazed eyes, sweaty palms and minty breaths.
Then there are times when you just don’t know which direction
the relationship is going.
You can’t seem to agree on anything, nor can either of you head in the same direction.
Being on the same page is out of the question. Hormones and testosterone bouncing of the walls,
oozing through pores and doing everything but meshing in unity.
And so it goes, except…..
……sometimes things can really get ugly.
Oh, you thought is was bad before? Well just hang on tight because now confusion sets in to a point of
confusion and hands get thrown into the air as if to say…I give up! Not only are you going opposite ways,
but you’re blindly making choices that make no sense other than to get back at the
other or just to be mean….oh yeaaah!!!
It’s just a cluster at this point.
Then something happens that maybe no one expected or hoped it would.
You find yourselves meeting in the middle with compromise.
All is not lost after all.
Love is still in the air…really. What happened after the love at first sight
and after the turmoil is what was always there in the midst of confusion.
The middle, the center, the firm foundation that started it all.
Hearts filled with love.
Relationships are like jobs. You have to work them with every tick of time.
Love’s piece cannot define that which it exhibits with love’s peace
Love is by the worth it gives as receiving to love
Smoldering hearts heated cores to burn for love
Sensations to ends of nerves endings heightened
Yet be it exuberance, to still the senses to pause, reflections
Words spoken, travel through the air alive
Bringing told truth into your mind
As I speak of my love for you
Can you feel my words as they travel?
Do your eardrums tingle as chimes on a string?
Spreading across the land for all to ear?
Can you feel my words to sweet caress?
As the softness of butterflies flutter?
Tender as untouched dew of morning?
Can you feel my words as kindle to fire?
Does your heart burn as a heated furnace?
Will you embrace this truth that crosses my lips?
I need more than just to be heard
I need you to feel my words
Will you? ~ no~ Can you feel my words?
Love IS hard but it is the only glue that bonds a relationship through the moments that are trying, for one or both in love. I’m sure thoughts and feelings of is it really worth it enter any relationship. That is only answered in the heart. How much can it take? How long does it sustain strength to endure…ensure…it will have what it desires, needs, wants in fulfillment and satisfaction.
Tenderly strong is the heart. Powerfully weak as well. Baffling it is by the decisions made because of it. It is that organ tied so in touch with that emotion called love….that feeling….embedded by the Master of love.
So fragile it is in the center of it all…in body and relationships.
All it wants?…to be loved. It’s that asking too much?
From the very beginning unbeknownst to me
My heart was cheated, my mind dashed to shreds
I knew not at all, unseen as the ghost
Your words spoken, time over time over time
My heart did beat for want of love, it did
My soul did swim in fields of dreams
It swam to the beat of love’s deceit
Dauntingly you preyed on innocence
Stripping the heart that stood before you, over time
You cared only for you, loving only you
Taking my heart’s beat, for love, my soul
Your eyes did hide intent to bare
Unloving kindness, you beast!
I saw not over time what you were
Who you are
For my heart did beat for love
Your lies graced my being, tarnished my soul
The air about filled with your stink of deception
Time over time, you unruly beast stayed
Because my heart did beat for love
Whispers tickled, reaching deep within
My mind swirled in dreams to the beat
Deep to the beat of wanting, not knowing
Your true intent to think only of you
How I wonder, could this be so long
Time over time, in this space of time
I missed the hint as it fluttered by
Was it my choosing to do so indeed?
I am now a shell of what I am, a hollowed frame
Stripped to the core, my now mindless soul
Empty, but wanting to feel
Love’s true beat in this heart stained blue
Each beat now aches with painful beats
Echoes through a loveless soul
You have taken, never given to me
My need to feel, to know the love
My soul hungered for, years over time
You slothful beast uncaring in greed
To be who you are, to have no soul
Go away! Come to me!
For my heart wants to beat for love